you know ? im started to surrender about my dreams about what i love and about what i want .
ya , fashion designer , i dunno i just feel nothing . when i was open www.lookbook.com oh damn ! thats a thousand people much much better than me. im not beutiful and im not rich . so i just can to draw what i want to wear on sketch
if look my sketch , i thinking , is it sketch from a designer ? i think not , i think this its just a draw that the child in 5years old can make it too. 3bitch please and now i have nothing , nothing special that i can show off
so what do you do next ? i dunno i just can drem and do less . it's wrong but ya ,i feel small in big world
sometimes i pray to god. god .. what will you do to me ? what my speciallity ? is it my live on next happier ? can i do what i like ? god save me, help me to your way and upgrade my skill too
sometimes my friends asking to me . what are you doing in pict ? are you a model ? you look freak in this pict (i mean every pict in this blog) oh ya haa to many things that i must fix, but i dint sure can do all of that
- with love-
